I Think I’m Too Nice!
I think I’m too nice! But when you’re endlessly attempting to master and manifest unconditional love and forgiveness that’s to be expected. But me being a Gemini I will admit… I can be a bitch too! Haha! I can be ruthless if I wanted to. But that side of me scares the living shit out of me so I run away from that side of me. I’m so very White Swan and scared to death of my Black Swan. The only place I give life to my Black Swan is in my art and my artistic expressions. I try to leave it there but it follows me. That’s because I’m flawed and I fail so many times at mastering and manifesting unconditional love and forgiveness. But my philosophy is the minute you quit is the minute you fail. And failure is not an option with me! Nothing on the face of the earth, heaven or hell, realms of reality and non-reality, everything that is and is not will stop me from attempting to master and manifest unconditional love and forgiveness no matter how many times I fail. This dream of dreams of mine becomes a failure the minute I choose to give up!
Anyways, my life is busy and exhausting. And I’m pushing myself to better myself Spiritually, Emotionally, Philosophically, Intellectually, Physically, Socially, Economically and Personally! I’ll admit it! I’ve got to push myself harder and more! I’m not satisfied with my improvement. I need to be way better in all aspects of my life. But I won’t be too hard on myself. I also need to love and forgive myself unconditionally too if I’m to give it! But still! I will not be content until I have mastered and manifested unconditional love and forgiveness and manifested God’s dream for me on earth and beyond earth!
I’m going to post a grip load of things soon… so stay tuned! And Explore My Opening Act! Thanks for taking the time to visit. You all take care because you all are God blessed! I remain forever…
Your Sister & Servant,
April-Liesel o;P
